Those beautiful girls keep filling my mind
I thought I'd tried hard enough, but they raised the standards
I thought this time I'd found the cure
Nights I lay in my room struggling with evil thoughts
So lonely it felt like I was on the moon
I thought I'd found the cure when I was with you
But my mind is poison
And my heart is full of doubt
My blood vessels are poisoned
And you tried to suck the venom out
It felt like healing
And I I know that's good for me
But it doesn't matter how you feel anymore
Love isn't medicine
It can't cure me
Before, every time we dated, my mind played a game
Counting how many people he slept with until I cried
I thought
this time I'd found a cure
I thought this time I'd found a cure
But I'm breaking
(breaking)
I'm falling apart
(falling apart)
I'm breaking down
(breaking down)
I'm breaking down
And my mind is poison
And my heart is full of doubt
My blood vessels are poisoned
And you tried to suck the venom out
It felt like healing
And I know it's good for me
But it doesn't matter how you feel anymore
Love isn't medicine
It can't cure me
Ohh
Because my love, I'm breaking
(breaking)
I'm falling apart
(falling apart)
I'm breaking apart
(breaking apart)
Breaking into pieces
(in pieces)
I'm falling apart
Why can't you mend me?
Why is it never enough?
Why can't you sew up the tear?
Why am I never truly satisfied?
It's never enough
All because your mind is poison
And your heart is full of doubt
Your bloodstream is poisoned
I tried so hard to suck the venom out
It felt like healing
And you know it's good for you
But how I feel doesn't matter anymore
Love isn't medicine
It can't cure you
Never will...