so what's on your um what's on your La bucket list uh I would say some good food uh good coffee umbe this thing's fretless looks cool this is to be honest the only reason why I want to learn to play guitar so that I can one day have this as it's called red strp this is really what I'm in it for to be hon and I still only know like one yeah see I remember when I was a kid like
[__] once I can play a song all the way through I'm going to allow myself to buy this but I haven't earned it yet so I just have to go to the store and visit it in the me it's it's a good one it's definitely not like having like a strap or something a little like not even twer but just like guys dark super dark it sounds really good when you like you got to dialate a little bit this is Los Angeles this is life in Los Angeles it's like horrible I don't know if we ever did it when you were younger but the idea of I remember talking about it with you or proposing a cafe crawl where we would go from one
Cafe to the other yeah but see there's such a limit to that you just have to get an herbal tea every other caffeinated beverage or else you're going to have a panic attack and start we would start crying and fighting he's like on his explore page on Instagram he all of a sudden just stopped responding cuz he's like he's literally he's watching reals What the no your mom just texted me that she ate the last is the hardboiled eggs so if I want hardboiled eggs I have to buy some okay I made some iced ginger lemon tea and it needs more lemon thankfully I have lemons in my backyard although I rarely use them so I'm kind of nervous like is this going to taste good is it poisonous I don't know tastes good to me it's very like
piy there's a lot of like piff I didn't plant these trees in my backyard they were just there when I bought the house and of course I didn't want to rip them out so deep down I'm frightened that this is some sort of like rare poisonous lemon and I'm about to drink it and die uhhuh so we'll see yum it's not great but it's better now with the lemon I want to make a matcha but it's too late in the day caffeine after 4:30 caffeine after really it's a dangerous game so we're going herbal I want to make a lace Bonnet I don't know I've been into lace recently and I just have this vision of a lace Bonnet and it sounded kind of gorgeous so my last sewing project I completely won and I didn't use a pattern or anything and it did not go well and I
wished actually I have no regrets but it would have probably turned out better if I used a pattern so I printed out a pattern and I'm not going to follow the directions of the pattern perfectly I'll be honest like the pattern I bought has the shape that I like but it was a slightly different design so I'm going to take parts of it I'm using it as a rough G so how does this work let's let's be honest how does this even work with some of the stuff you just have to throw yourself into the deep end and then figure it out this is a mess already oh no like I can't see the lines that I'm tracing the Fabric's folding as I'm tracing oh God this is a mess I can't even see what I'm doing I have a feeling sewing lace is going to be really challenging
okay not too bad honestly not bad okay let's not get too excited though dang I'm kind of impressed with myself here kind of cute okay ow [__] what did you take the scissors this might be done this was hard let's discuss it actually is pretty well done to be honest like considering it's my second sewing project as of recent I'm pretty happy with it I do think I'll wear it I'm not sure how it looks from the back I should probably
check but I don't really want to cuz I feel like it's going to be bad news back there listen if it was styled like it would be cute maybe with like oh you get the vision you know what I mean like something like that like we're in business okay it's actually quite cute but I do have to check the back let's see back reveal pretty good you guys wait I'm kind of excited actually this is quite cute does it look professional I don't know but people don't look at the details of your outfit that closely like it's not like people are going to be looking at the seams of this when I wear it this could pass as good I'm excited okay pat on the back
good I just hit the curb I'm picking up my dad yo time to get CAF that's exactly right morning my dad hasn't been to the Chamberlain Coffee Cafe yet that's weird so obviously I'm making him go at um well it's 6:45 in the morning oh oh what is happening am I like on the curb sorry let's go I feel like everybody when they're young wants to be able to go to the mall before it opens when it's fully empty and you can just run and jump around I don't know there's something fun about like a mall with no one in it so I prefer to go to the shamolin Coffee Cafe before it opens because no one's there and it's like this fun thing that I get to do because I have a cafe there's something about me like ever since I was
a kid empty hotel hallways empty malls empty large spaces I just love I feel myself look at it there's there's I mean you never see it like this it's not even like that broke everybody in Los Angeles wakes up at 12: on a Sunday are you tired or no you still have lines on your face second floor I just woke up going up where we're not supposed to be in here what is happen wait we just went into Ealy before it was open going down oh my God going up no what do you think very good I got to have some tast this one is literally my favorite of all good wow actually I like that it's not too sweet yeah so good that's good too it's like raspberry approved hi oh my God thank
you Mom life us against the world they say don't we that we could do this all day but we'll spare you see you M I should probably cut that it might be nice to sew a little travel bag for my watercolor stuff I have this which is nice but like it's it's okay you know what I mean like I could use this for something else it'd be nice to have like a gorgeous little bag for all my water color stuff if I do something long ways like this and then have a button and have a flap coming over the top with one big button mhm
that's great I would probably line it with a pen pouch for the paint brushes yeah I'm just crafty today I can't help it be crafty I'm like doing a little watercolor now I'm going to sew I just feel crafty today let's craft let's bring it back you guys let's bring it back let's bring back crafting I'm thinking I want to do Canvas I have this green I have this cream and I have this blue I actually have more canvas but these colors to me feel inspiring this like grayish button with these that looks so nice Okay this maroon button I
mean that is gorgeous I know to the naked eye these look almost identical no they're very different to me I could also use one of my little silver buttons although I'm not as into that wait what if I used a green button with that nah okay here I got an injury I was throwing my tofu into my pan show the tofu I was putting the tofu into the pan was a little too hot there was a little bit of oil in there Splat hot oil all over me I burned my arm so bad I have an ice pack on my arm let's see if you can see my injury barely but just trust just trust I'm in pain I wish the camera actually I'm glad the camera wasn't rolling I'll I'll actually reenact what happened wait no wait what did I
say it was literally like I screamed at the top of my lungs I've never done that in my life like I don't scream I'm not a screamer it was very weird to scream at the top of my lungs I learned a lesson I don't really know what I learned cuz I don't know how to ferment that next time I guess I'm just never going to cook again you know it's crazy too because I've made this meal so many times and yet today is the day I get injured soy sauce Ginger and sesame dressing peanut butter powder just going to finish this off I almost got water in the pan again remember what happened last time we're not doing that again these are edamame noodles they're weird but they're kind of good that's probably good noodles let's eat added some sesame seeds for
garnish let's see if it was worth my burn good can you see that I'm let me give you a little tour okay so as you can see we have three buttons here on the top are the buttons and the button holes placed perfectly no that doesn't matter we open the top and reveal the inside which is very simple except for this gorgeous br brush pocket it also fits pencils it fits my watercolor booklet and my watercolors my little water cup my pens it's kind of awesome it's my most detailed project yet like you'll see here the thread that I used to sew on
the buttons is the exact same color as the button all of the thread used on this white cream portion is light yellow you'll notice if you look at the pocket it's all sewn with blue Stitch so I had to you know I was changing the color of the thread in the machine it was a whole thing isn't it cute see look now I open up my little case I pull everything out and I get down to business perhaps I've been in a little weird mood this weekend I haven't really felt myself why cuz I leave town today and let me tell you my fear of flying has never been worse so this whole weekend I knew that at the end of the weekend I'd be getting on a plane for 4 hours going to Toronto Canada and then soon after that New York City um
which is exciting I haven't traveled in like 3 months maybe 4 months by plane I've been traveling exclusively by car half out of fear to be honest and half out of just wanting to be home for an extended period of time which is something I haven't done in a long time I for the last few years I've traveled every single month by plane so it was a little bit weird to take a few months off and now I have and now I'm going to get on the plane and I'm just feeling quite anxious I don't know why there's something scary about airplanes they're very safe I know all of this I know the facts I've gone through phases of being afraid of flying and then the phases have result but right now
currently I'm in a phase where I'm absolutely terrified and I have it packed and it I hate leaving packing to the last day but I was just too busy with all my hobbies sorry I was very busy painting a watercolor of me as a duck looking at a portrait of me as a human this is very important to me this is what I had to do yesterday so I didn't have time to pack yesterday cuz I was busy doing that stuff so I have approximately an hour and a half to pack I think that'll be more than enough time although you never really know with me I need to actually Focus okay I'm going to pack my Cosmetics right now which is actually the most challenging part of my packing process because for the last few years
I've been exclusively traveling with a carry-on and you can only take a certain amount of liquids on the plane and they have to all be under a certain size it's like a whole thing I love traveling with a carryon having everything with you not risking your luggage getting lost it's just it's the best but there's there's challenges with it I'll put everything I need into this bin and then I'll space it out as a needed shampoo and conditioner hair oil although do I really need this I have to ask myself with every liquid I'm packing do I really need this kind of okay we Paca hair oil K18 hair treatment thing see this is my leave-in conditioner but it's so big I can't pack it I'll have to buy a mini leave-in conditioner once I
get there okay I think I'm good on hair then my hair routine is so easy cuz I have said short hair it's kind of awesome I'll bring this mini brush does this have enough in it that's fine okay deodorant I'm not going to pack perfume I don't care what I smell like on this trip face wash refilling this face wash moisturizer face oil I need sunscreen but my sunscreen is huge I don't know if I'm going to be able to fit that all right I'll have to buy a smaller sunscreen when I get there okay I'm going to pack two mini face masks one purifying mask and one hydrating mask just in case I want to do a little face mask on my trip will I don't know okay now for makeup I have Foundation concealer another concealer
lip product eye primer eyebrow gel mascara liquid lip products this might all fit I must be forgetting some like what's happening setting spray bronzer Contour stick am I good oh my goodness wait I think I'm good like I think that's all my liquids that can't be right I might be able to fit my sunscreen will my sunscreen fit how many oun 3.5 I think it's 3.4 for the plane okay so that's not going to work but wait this is amazing what am I forgetting I'm I'm actually like scared because that's the lightest that my liquids have ever been and I feel like I'm missing something but okay now we have this bag is disgusting ey shadow palette another eyeshadow palette bronzer powder lip liners maybe this is considered a liquid this is like
a gel highlighter or like a jelly sort of highlighter does aqua for expire I feel like I've had this thing of Aqua for like 2 years my hairbrush in here my little fan for my makeup does it fit it fits hair clips now are my brushes going to fit in here I don't know I might have to bring container for brushes like is that going to fit it actually does wow I'm obsessed with everything working out easily today usually I'm like squeezing things in but kind of working out in my favor today Beauty blender lip liner sharpener eyelash curler my little headband oh I forgot a toothbrush okay oh I'm I forgot toothpaste all together 3.4 Oz I need to Google I swear it's 3.4 Oz what is the largest size liquid in ounces that you
can bring on a carry-on the plane 3.4 when it comes to packing clothes I try to pack the least amount possible and I start by picking like staple pieces so like I know I want to bring these black boots this is like my main jacket and I know I want to bring this bag so now I'm just going to build on that I really why are my cats fighting what are you guys doing they're just playing hopefully I don't really know what's going on with them I definitely am going to need a good on a comfy clothes so I'm going to pack some black sort of cottony sweatpant pants the weather is cold I think where I'm going wait I need to check actually Toronto between like 30° and 40° so that is cold New York it says
more of a low of like 40 high of 50ish what are you guys doing they're still just playing but it sounds like something bad is happening okay black skirt it's very warm in my house right now I need to take this robe off okay let's get our heads in the game here all right maybe it'd be nice to have gray like I could pack my gray pants these could be nice to have canvas y pants okay that's honestly enough do I pack jeans like no I don't want to pack jeans I'll pack this plain black sweater it's looking very monochromatic here I'll pack two different style black turtlenecks or maybe I just need one I really only need one okay well I'll pack a white long sleeve that I just realized
is stained that's a bummer okay well it's all good I'm going to pack a white and a black T-shirt ooh maybe a gray that could be nice we'll do a gray turtleneck as well my favorite shirt yeah that would be nice to add some pattern that's a nice amount of variety and I feel like everything will match I mean it's all black white and gray so black plain long sleeve though might be kind of nice I'm actually going to pack that too okay I'm going to wear these on the plane so I'll put them on now okay oh I need to pack my underwear I always almost forget to pack underwear one two 3 4 5 6 7 seamless granny Penny should I pack an extra just in case I [__] myself of course okay eight I might
start my period on this trip so I'm going to pack a few pairs of period underwear I don't really wear bras so I'm just going to pack one white bralette one black bralette uh socks okay black gray these are like wool plain black plain white that should be fine I can rewear the wool ones over and over again which is disgusting but I can technically workout clothes I'll pack a few biker shorts and then sports bra okay that's good I'm nearly done I do really love this pair of sweatpants so maybe I'll bring these with the matching black long sleeve where is that this is like a nice outfit for sleeping in or hanging out at my hotel in I need to pack my orange shorts I sleep in these so I obviously have to pack those and I actually should
pack where is it everything is dirty I have so much dirty clothes right now so like keep looking for something and it's not there cuz it's probably dirty okay well whatever I'm going to pack this loose white tank top to sleep in as well okay wait is that it I changed my shirt I'll put all of my cords in here things of that sort where are my other cords maybe that's all my cords okay I still have another hour to pack so I can kind of chill let me just chill okay I need to put my liquids in here I'm going to put these in a bag so that they don't leak okay I bring an extension cord wherever I go because it helps with charging things I don't know my tripods all of my various pills in here I have various pills I'll put all of my oral fixations
toothpicks mints my passport I almost forgot this and then my mom was like you know you're going to Canada and you need a passport for that right and I was like totally I totally remembered it's already packed it wasn't I was going to forget I drive myself to the airport so my car key my wallet is everything in that looks good hand sanitizer two lip products toothpick my pills for today camera maybe I'll bring a tripod actually in my bag reading glasses I also need sunglass I'm going to wear sunglasses okay I'm going to bring two backup pairs these big dramatic ones and then these movie theater 3D glasses portable charger I'm like really rushing myself more than I need too I'm like totally doing incredible on time but I still feel like
time could slip away socks underwear in here I'm just shoving them I'll put bras in here with the socks we're going to put this makeup workout clothes here I'm really just shoving it all in well workout clothes don't need to like it's okay if they're wrinkled that's why I'm throwing them in I'm I promise I don't normally do it like that I don't want my pajamas to touch my shoes do I have a bag for them okay now I'll put my shorts here and my sleep tank top here I can slide my belt in I could slide my makeup wipes in okay shirt roll it up tiny I decided to bring my favorite green pants instead of the gray pants so those are going in just like shoving I'm literally hi my goodness also decided last minute
I want to bring a black turtleneck sweater so that's here now B laava thing to keep me warm I'm going to wear this windbreaker thing on the plane so I don't have to pack that fingerless gloves is that it kind of has to be I might have to extend it oh well now it's easy now it Clos is easy okay great done time glasses in here protein bars I'll keep one out put in my bag I have banana bread left over it looks disgusting in this bag but I promise it's so good okay so I'll put this in there to eat on the plane when I'm feeling scared and terrified for my life I'll just eat the banana bread and everything will be fine right my retainer and my watercolors I think that's it good why is this so heavy in the front cuz of all the
pills I'm out of here and you know what I got this all right I'll see you around